May 12th    
 
       Here we go ladies and gentlemen boys and girls it is time for another kick ass, in your face, I don’t give a fuck installment of the truth.  LMFAO  Actually, I don’t have much to bitch or rant about so I am just going to have fun and type what the fuck ever comes to my mind.  LOL 
 
       I am sure that each and every one of you took the time to wish your mothers a happy Mother’s day.  I didn’t do as much as I would have liked to.  I did however get my Mother a card.  She was going out with my step dad for the day.  I’m not sure what all they did, but I am sure that they had a blast.  My Mother may be a bitch and piss me off at times, but she truly is a great woman.  After all she did give birth to the best fucking entertainer that this world has ever had. 
 
       Anyway, I want to take a brief moment for a short public service announcement.  LMAO  We only have one set of permanent teeth; take damn good care of them.  When I was a teenager I kinda neglected mine and now I am paying the price.  Now don’t get me wrong, I have all of my teeth and it is going to stay that way.  I just have spent thousands of dollars on my teeth to make damn sure they all stay there.
 
       None the less, sometimes things still go wrong.  Saturday morning after Princess Jezabel’s t-ball game I was flossing my teeth after snacking on some sun flower seeds and popped a filling loose.  That in of itself sucked, but it was on a Saturday.  Thankfully my dentist was at home to fix it.  The filling was out and then the tooth was fixed again in less than an hour, but that isn’t the point.  It fucking hurt like hell.  LOL  Seriously though, be smart and never neglect your teeth.  LOL 
 
       Lets back up a bit though and go back to the t-ball game.  I find it irritating as fuck that coaches today don’t teach kids to be competitive.  Seriously, what is the point in playing a game if you don’t want to win.  I don’t care how hard you try if you didn’t win… you lost.  We should not congratulate people when they lose.  Yet for some reason coaches today like to congratulate kids for just trying.
 
       Sure it is great to see them put in an effort, but lets face it.  At the end of the day, there is either winning or losing, trying doesn’t mean shit if you lose.  By teaching kids that just trying is good enough, people are sending the wrong message to these kids.   You can try all day long, but if you don’t succeed you still failed.  If these kids aren’t taught the difference between trying and doing, they will go through life thinking that failing is ok as long as they tried.  Had Bill Gates just tried we wouldn’t have computers.  Had Alexander Gram Bell just tried we wouldn’t have phones.  I think you get the point.
 
       Just like this weekend.  I am headed to Dunkirk, NY. Once I get there, I am going to be wrestling Primal Warpath. I am not going to try to win.  I am not going to try to kick his ass.  I am not going to try to steal the show.  I am not going to try doing any of those things.  Do you know why I’m not going to try?  If you don’t I will tell you on Saturday May 15th I am going to Maximum Force Wrestling and I am going to beat the shit out of Primal Warpath.  In the process of beating the shit out of him, I am going to win the match, steal the show, and show everyone why I am the best of the best!!!!  If I was just going to just try, I would be wasting my time and the fans time because trying just isn’t good enough. 
 
       As I am sure you can tell, I have had a pretty shitty week and lots of pent up anger and aggression.   This Saturday I am going to unleash my aggression on Primal Warpath, so if you want to see what an angry snake is capable of make damn sure you come on out to Maximum Force Wrestling in Dunkirk, NY on May 15th at Floral Hall at the Chautauqua County Fairgrounds.
 

       One last thing I would like to talk about before I stop with this installment is addiction.  I have had my fair share of addiction over the years.  I smoked crack for a year, I smoked my fair share of weed, there was a time when I didn’t meet a pill that I didn’t like, and as we all know I was an alcoholic from the time I was 21 until January of last year.  Hell, I even joke about being addicted to women from time to time.  LOL  I’m sure as hell not going to deny that I still enjoy the occasional guilty pleasure and I still enjoy a good party from time to time, but it is safe to say that I have beat every addiction that I had.
 
       Now, I’m not bragging or tooting my own horn, we all make mistakes and we all have our vices.  Unless your from Stone Mountain Georgia its safe to say that most of us get over our vices sooner or later.  I am thankful that I have got passed mine.  Unfortunately, even though I have gotten passed drug and alcohol addiction I find myself in the middle of a new addiction.
 
       I am completely responsible for my new addiction and I will not blame anyone other than myself for this new addiction.  That being said I must say that it was my new bestest friend ever who lured me in and got me hooked on my new addiction.  I am sure that in some ways that sounds like I am trying to blame my bestest friend for my new addiction, but I assure you the addiction is not Mirage’s fault.  In the end, I had a choice and I made that choice on my own no matter what Mirage said to me. 
 
       Since I am sure you are wondering what my new addiction is, it is only fair for me to tell you.  My new addiction is Facebook.  For the longest time I didn’t like Facebook, but after taking the time to play with it and learn it.  I think Facebook rocks.  I am definitely going to still keep up with and be on myspace; however, in my opinion Facebook totally kicks myspaces ass.  LOL  You can find me on Facebook by following this little link… Deven's Facebook
 
       ROTFLMFAO Oh chillax, you didn’t think I was going to say I was addicted to drugs and alcohol again, did you?  Come on now, I’ve made those mistakes, I am not about to do that again.  LOL  I know, it may have been a bad joke, but what fun is life without a few off color jokes.  LOL 
 
Until next time,